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....I feel bad for God.

Thu, 08 Oct 2009 16:52:46 GMT

"..Whether or not Letterman will lose his job -- a very unlikely scenario at this stage -- over sexual relationships with staff members, the scandal, as well as Conan O'Brien's recent show-canceling injury, are a reminder of how much the networks have riding on fragile, fallible individuals in their late-night programming. Five weekly hours of valuable real estate and tens of millions of dollars in advertising revenue are resting on their health, humor and behavior..."

reminded me of how God's great kingdom and His image is resting on a feeble and fragile being like me... Oh god help me!!

The world ignores you
tho all things and praise is due
losing and ignoring the fact of life
the One who created this life

Why place someone like me on this planet
to tell the world of your love?
All I could ever do is hide under the blanket
for I cannot dare to fathom the things above

You, however did not say I'm alone in this race
You will walk and run with me at my pace
You give me strength to do all things
for You gave me your mighty wings

Yes, I am weak.
All I could ever do is hide under the blanket
But You, You are strong, indescribable and inscrutable.
All things under the heaven to you are inside a bucket!

So Lord, pour out your spirit into Your children
Just like everything in this world is darkness without the sun.
All knowledge, power, and glory are nothing unless you are present.

Thank you!!!!

Tuesday, September 29, 2009

Tue, 29 Sep 2009 11:19:53 GMT

You are my shield and my fortress, with out your faithfulness and strength I could not be here
like how you have always watched over me, god help me until the end.
This is for your glory alone and not for us.

Help us to lay down everything for the sake of your Name. As there is no higher name above yours

I want to play by the rules. I want to play by Your rules.
I don't want to guess what is right and what is wrong by my own understanding that might jeopardize your image.

Please come and have your way....

Reality

Tue, 11 Aug 2009 02:56:16 GMT

Wake up on the weekends
All is well and all is swell
Wake up on Monday mornings
All is dull and everything smells... it seems

When you wake up for the week, or even for the day..
what is it that you want to accomplish with your life?

Everything that we seek for, and yearn for what are we living for?
Everything is vanity but we seem to constantly put ourselves into insanity
for what? Fame? Power? Sex? Wealth? Health? God can you come, por favor?

We've got to wake up and see the truth. open our eyes and see the true reality..

God, you are my sanity and you are my creativity.

All is well and swell, when you are around
because you are the only one who can pick me up from the ground
that I sorrowfully kneel down on
you are my renewed strength, you are my hope, you are my everything

In YOU; death, sorrow nor sadness has its sting
king of kings be my everything!

Take away everything that hinders me to see the basics.

To just simply love you, talk with you and share to others about you....

Let not MY kingdome come.. but let Your kingdom come and let Your will be done.

:)

Thu, 18 Dec 2008 11:39:44 GMT

I can't think of anything to say... but I love you so much
Thank you =D

Silence

Sun, 16 Nov 2008 21:39:07 GMT

"My stupid mouth, has got me in trouble... I said too much again...."

Everywhere I look I see His face
I am mesmerized by his grace
His Love so great and big
it's greater than any gig

I say to my self I will stay silent
but I talk aloud.... I utter words
Your word tells me silence is prudent
but I take my thoughts more than Your words

"Everywhere I am your love surrounds me
Everywhere I turn, your face reminds me"
Nothing I do can make you love me more

"Every step I take your love directs me
Everyday I wake, your mercy tells me"

Seek not your wisdom... but fear the Lord

Love the lord with all your heart, all your soul, all your mind and all your strength

That is all it is... so stay silent. let his love be resonant

Wednesday, October 22, 2008

Wed, 22 Oct 2008 02:04:55 GMT

lazy
crazy
gravy

I'm a mess...

Friday, October 17, 2008

Fri, 17 Oct 2008 19:34:49 GMT

my saviour is mighty to save
author of my life
ruling over my life and conquering my enemies

shining bright with his ever so brilliance
coming down to prepare us for this race called life
rising high above the grave he once lied
conquering everything what every man thought, impossible
giving hope for anyone who has ever cried

my saviour is great.
he gives and takes it away. Because he is sovereign
I can give it a rest, knowing He knows what is best.

raising our sin stained banner high
somehow making it into his instrument to glorify
right here and right now, all I can do is magnify
His great name and make sure I testify

MY SAVIOUR IS GREAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sunday, October 12, 2008

Sun, 12 Oct 2008 03:44:59 GMT

..........can't think clearly, right now.
Maybe because I heard it all too much
or maybe it's late and I need something to munch
all i can ask is..."how?...."

how did it turn out that way?...
sadly, i understand where it comes from
sadly, i cannot explain to him 'why..'

feels so clogged. something is inside of me
wanting to come out and just... I don't know... cry?
I don't just want to let him be
and let him forget how wonderful and powerful you are

your silence is better than gold
better than any visible blessings
we wait on your silence..... waiting for the storms to come
waiting for the waves come crashing
I pray for that day to quiet the quiet.
silence the silence
glory to glory, you reign. Come show your power

love you s___

love you God.

love you

To Esther

Wed, 08 Oct 2008 11:32:09 GMT

there are times say 'hi'..
and there are times to say 'bye..'
it's the cycle of life. It's part of life.
change is constant
so make your friendship significant
dwelling on the past
it seemed like it went so fast
not so long ago, it seems.
so make your friendship significant, while it lasts
make sure to share the love of christ, while you can
because the time is coming when you have to say 'bye'

Thursday, October 02, 2008

Thu, 02 Oct 2008 11:11:11 GMT

memories gone haywire.....
how i long for memories from prior
things i read in the morning
remember it for ten minutes
n here i go again forgetting

help me. I want to cling on to you
but seems like my hands to oily to hold on
help me. I want to lift my hands
but seems like the weight of my own sin is too heavy

BUt I got no worries! I have you as my savior and provider
grace giver and pouring down your mercy

I'm beginning to understand to trust in your timing
no hope or trust in me. assured hope and assured faithfulness from you!

woohooo!!!! I don't have legs like a horse that makes me run gracefully...
though I do jump like a monkey.
I do not have wings that of an eagle that makes me soar high
But One thing I DO have. The one who created these beautiful things and I get to call him MINE!!!! yay!!!

Lord I want to fear you with the utmost from my heart!! LOVE YOU!